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Sunday, August 7th, 2005

Subject:	TOMORROW - MY GOING AWAY PARTY + AWESOME SHOW!! IMPORTANT!!!
Time:	5:41 pm.

THIS IS MY GOING AWAY PARTY SO COME TO THIS! IF YOU WANNA DRINK OR DO DRUGS OR SLEEP OR DANCE OR FUCK OR EAT OR SEE GREAT MUSIC, COME TO THIS. WE WILL PARTY LIKE ITS 2005. AND PARTY LIKE YOURE NEVER GOING TO SEE ME AGAIN!

i wanna see everybody there!

1 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Thursday, July 28th, 2005

Time:

3:55 pm.

minus burn baby burn.

this is also my going away party, so PLEASE PLEASE come fucking hang out, get drunk, hook up, do drugs, whatever you do now. PARTY. PARTY. GOODBYE.

4 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Saturday, July 2nd, 2005

Time:

2:12 am.

so bearvsshark jumped back on the tour.

come hang out and party.

2 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

Time:

1:44 am.

yaaaaaaaaaay!

i found the chris houlihan room on zelda: a link to the past!!!!!!!

3 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

Time:

10:39 pm.

My Dearest Lillian,

At times I do find it hard to stomach this. This separation we have been thrust into. I find it most hard at night when, amidst the bombs and gunfire, all I can see is you. The way you have your hair done up, hurriedly, so as to escape the heat of our small kitchen when cooking something for me. Or maybe it's you, in that white dress I so adore, swinging under your mother's apple tree, and the dog nipping at your toes. Or rushing in from the rain, dripping wet, your hair sopped in your face, fumbling to kick off your flats at our door. Still smiling. Always smiling. That is the most endearing thing I remember-that smile. It warms me when I am cold, protects me when I am scared, fills me up when I am starving. You are what gets me through these lonely, lonely battlefield nights. I can't help but think of how things may be had it not been for all of this. It's just this damned war. It's changed everything. It's changed all of us. The future will be a lot different now, but it will be the same in a lot of ways too. We will still have one another. Just as soon as I am home, I will take you out to that Italian place on the corner you love. If I close my eyes, I know I can see it. The fat man selling flowers from that cart; he still uses the same handkerchief to wipe his nose. Art and Marjorie Tomlinson are arguing over something, we can't make out what. Maybe he let her cat out again. Who knows what it is with those two. The Wilhelm boy is selling newspapers on the corner. And that streetlamp is still out. I miss home so much, though I miss you most. I know that I will see you soon. It is only a matter of time, Lillian. There are rumors of replacements coming in from Neviers soon. I can only hope that this time, it is true and I will be back in your arms in no time. Do not worry about me. The thought of you shields me from any harm. I love you. I love you. I love you. I fear, if I attempt to show how much, this pen will run out of ink. We are off to Batsogne tomorrow. I will write you again very soon.

Love always,

Your Thomas

2 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Sunday, June 19th, 2005

Time:

1:49 am.

if you didnt know, there is a program in memphis calle dLove In Action. it is a purported Striaght Camp..its basically a place where parents sned their homosexual children to be "saved from the horrors of a gay lifestyle."

a boy that was sent to the camp recently inercepted the rules and regulations that were sent to his parent's via email. here is a link to those emails:

read the rules of LIA here.

if you read the rules, you will see that they are inhumane to say the least. it is false imprisonment of our children! its definitely ruled as child abuse under many laws. yet it continues to run! how is it that these people can treat young children and teenagers this way? they have done nothing wrong. they are simply doing what their body is telling them to do.

they are able to keep their doors open because of the moral majority. the fear of homosexuality in this nation. they are allowed to do this because nobody is stopping them. we need to act out. do something to stop this. apathy is their best ally.

please, PLEASE, write your congressmen and women and urge them to take action against this. write to any activists groups that you may know, contact anybody you think can help. we must put an end to this treatment of our children.

please, dont let memphis continue to kill its children.

1 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.

Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

Time:

10:53 am.

finished my enlistment process with the navy today.

i leave on halloween for boot.

seems ill be a corpsman/special operations fleet diver. 20 weeks in panama city here i come!

so, lets hang out soon.

3 pack your shit and leave - and take my memories of her with you.